March 3, 1992. Seventeen. Pisces. Incoming Freshman at San Beda College Alabang :]. Catholic. Filipino. Dedicated Setonian. Green and blue fanatic. Sleepaholic. Insomniac-ish (meaning, not completely). Photoshop lover. Favorite numbers are 3 and 9. Sarcastic. Shy. Introvert. Extrovert. Imaginative. Creative. Music Freak. Religious. Kdrama and Jdrama lover. Certified David Cook supporter. Panic! at the disco fanatic. Harry Potter addict. Anime addict. Cookies and Cream and Double Dutch lover. Loves Stewie Griffin, Draco Malfoy, Cedric Diggory, Skandar Keynes, Ben Barnes, William Moseley, OHSHC, Yamapi, Kim Jae Joong, her family, her friends, herself and most of all, God.

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About this Blog

Why Nankurunaisa?

My brother would always ask me why my blog is named "nankurunaisa". So I wondered if other people would also like to know why I named it like this.

First of all, I got the saying "nankurunaisa" from my favorite anime series Blood+. The word "nankurunaisa" means that everything will be okay. I particularly chose it to be the title of my blog cause I want to be reminded whenever I blog about my not-so-good experiences that despite every trial/obstacles, everything will be okay. Thus, Nankurunaisa! <3

Wednesday, October 31, 2007
4th story up.

I'm quite happy since I've already posted my 4th story in CC. It's entitled "8th world wonder". Anyway, It feels nice to post something there again after a long period of time. haha, I kind of missed it. Okay fine, I missed it a LOT! But I couldn't blame myself for not being able to write a new story. I just...well I just don't want to post anything that I can't finish that's why I really think about the stories I create.

And for the record, I actually came up with 10 different ideas before I came up with this one! (or probably more..I dunno.) Anyway, I just hope that this one would be okay though.

LOL.

P.S.

Listen to the song Stand by me by Oasis...it's really nice.

Sunday, October 28, 2007
Odd. LOL

It's sem break already. A lot has happened these past few days. First, our teacher got mad at us for a certain misunderstanding. :( He was really mad at that time, so scary

Second, we have to do our best in this freaking play just so that we don't get humiliated in front of our teacher. We don't want to anger him more do we? Nope, i think not.

I don't think this sem break would be a lot of fun. We have a lot of practice days so it would be very busy. I just hope that I could post the story I had in mind in CC. :(

Anyway, a while ago in church, I saw my former teacher. LOL. I dunno, it was weird seeing him there cause...is he even from LP? XD. Anyway, that's all. Have nothing more to say. Later.

P.S.

I hope that after this sem break, our teacher won't be mad at us anymore =\

Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I can't think of a better title for this post so I'll stick with what I wrote II

WAhahaha...and yet the famous "I can't think of a better title so I'll just stick with what I wrote" line emerges again. LOL. Anyway, I really can't think and I'm just so lazy to change it so..no questions asked.

Yesterday, oct. 22, I was absent from school cause I had a high fever and a weird dream. LOL. I dreamed about being in a huge periodic table wherein everyone had assigned numbers to them. Yeah, I love chem that much. Not. LOL. wahaha. Anyway, I woke up 1 in the morning only to feel really cold. I called my brother and he took my temp and yet it wasn't high. I knew right then I had a fever, maybe just inside so I had a sponge(?) bath with cold water and then BAM! my temperature went up like crazy! LOL. Seriously, it actually reached 39.2 or something @_@.

Anyway I stayed home, cause duh...it would be stupid of me to go to school. I had nothing to do. It was SOOO BORING. There was not a single decent movie to watch in the TV and I got tired of logging on and off of friendster and checking for any updates in CC. *sigh* life outside school can be really boring.

I was happy the next day (today) cause I was better and I was able to go back to school. I didn't miss much from Yesterday, lucky me, except for a SW in math and a composition in Fil. I was lucky cause the teacher postponed the quiz for tomorrow cause she wasn't able to print it. YEY!

I learned something from English (as if I usually don't learn anything LOL) while discussing the novel analysis for "the Alchemist". It's kind of an...inspirational thing.

Fate is constantly intertwined with will, and a key theme of the book focuses on how much in life is under one's control, and how much is controlled by fate.

Like what I said in my story 'The game of my life' and '100 days', we control our own destinies. The power of our choice is always stronger than the power of chances. :)

I also like to share what our teacher told our class about life being too short.

Well I think everyone knows about the recent G2 bombing/terrorist attack/gas leak/whatever lie they want to cover for it thing right? So anyway, our teacher has a niece (i think) and she and her friends were out in G2 right then. They were hanging out at that time and after that her niece went home earlier. then the G2 incident happened and her friends died. Then our teacher said something like:

It's really saddening how life passes by so quickly. One moment we could be with someone and then the next moment, they're gone. Life is too short. We should always grab the chance laid out in front of us while we can. If we have something to do or say, we must do it already so that we won't have any regrets or what ifs in the future.'

I was really...how do you say this, inspired? Touched? Blah, I was...MOVED. LOL. So just a piece of advice to all those undecided people...

Don't be afraid. Failing is just a temporary thing. What's permanent is the thought that you were able to do something in your life that you ought to be proud of. Life really is too short to have any doubts.

I just wanna take this opportunity then to say this to all the people special to me...

Thanks a lot for being there for me; for helping me in those times of need; for being my light during the darkest days of my life. Thank you for staying with me all throughout. I know that I may not be the "perfect" child, sister, daughter, friend but I really am trying my best to at least live up to your expectations. I hope that I don't disappoint you all now.

I love you all so much! Thank you for being a part of my life. =)

Anyway, that's all I have to say/write. Today's been really eventful, moving to be more precise. For tomorrow? I dunno. Who knows?

Later.

P.S.

My favorite lines in the novel " The alchemist" (credits to: http://www.bill.tubbs.name/thealchemist.html for the quotes")

It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.(p11)

What's the world's greatest lie? It's this: that at a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what's happening to us, and our lives become controlled by fate. (p18)

And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it. (p23)

People are afraid to pursue their most important dreams, because they feel that they don't deserve them, or that they'll be unable to achieve them. (p136)

I don't live in either my past or my future. I'm interested only in the present. If you can concentrate always on the present, you'll be a happy man. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we're living now. (p88/89)

And of course, a personal quote from me. Quite similar to the last right? I know, I was shocked too.

Don't worry too much about tomorrow, what's more important is what's today and how we made the most out of it because tomorrow wouldn't exist if today didn't happen =)

Saturday, October 20, 2007
Noli Me Tangere Play at SM Cinema 6

Yeah, well we watched NMT play a while ago at SM Cinema 6. It was so cool! They didn't use much props but they were able to portray a scene really nicely. I loved the scenes where Sisa was involved. It was also fun when Pilosopo TAsyo was there. My favorite part though was when Donya Consolacion asked Sisa to say "Filipina". The actress was really good.

Anyway after that, my friends and I went to eat along with my other classmates cause I'm a magnet and all. LOL.

When it was time for the curtain call, every girl in the cinema squealed when the guy who portrayed Padre Salvi was called. I mean,
okay he's cute but what's the big deal right?

We hanged at the mall for a while then went home.

Right now I think I have a fever. I mean, it keeps on coming back after a while. Shoot. I don't want to be absent on any other day! :(

I have to go. Gotta Rest. Later.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Okay. I'm. So. Pissed.

It's true. I'm so pissed because of this person from our batch. I mean..okay, I wouldn't be able to express my anger much in english so I'd have to say it in Filipino:

nakakaasar talaga siya! babubusit na ako sa kanya! kahit makikita ko lang siya sa corridor eh kumukulo na yung dugo ko! bwisit talaga siya lalo na ngayon! gusto ko siyang sapakin ng sobrang lakas!!!!

Okay, Calming down. I really hate that person. I mean, how the hell did he find out about my previous crush?! I really want to kick that person so hard that he'd fly off somewhere FAR. no far is not enough...REALLY REALLY FAR!!Ugh, I so hate him!

My message to that person:

Congratulations! you managed to make me hate you more!

Monday, October 15, 2007
Day of Doodles

Lol. Nothing much happened in school today. We just started with all the lessons and stuff. Anyway, I just want to share the doodle drawings I made during Chem when we were having a recap and English when I was done answering the activity. Lol. Anyway, I edited it already, nothing big though, just placed a frame and some labels. WEll, here it is.



Anyway, That's all. I have to edit parts of my blog, I'm planning on placing a photo corner. LOL. Later.

Sunday, October 14, 2007
4th Story : Coming Soon

Yep, you read it right. I'm currently working on my fourth story already! Yipeee!! Haha, anyway. I hope that I'll be able to really finish it. I don't want it actually to end up in my scrap bin. LOL.

It feels good actually. After...10 tries, of making a story, I finally did it! 
Haha, it's  a big accomplishment for me really. Anyway, I have to continue it now before the idea 
runs away again. Later.


P.S.
 The pen and paper's back!

Friday, October 12, 2007
The Aftermath

Okay, so I wasn't able to talk about what happened to our Field Trip last Oct. 10 since I was so tired to use the computer Wednesday night (and too afraid may I add) and Thursday, I don't even wanna talk about it, yet.

Anyway, Wednesday, I went to school really early caues we didn't want to have our class separated. We were lucky that we're the first to be complete that's why we got the bus that has its own toilet. LOL.

The trip was fun. We watched Final Destination 3---so gory. Then our facilitator gave us an overview of what Biak-na-Bato was really like. After that he started telling some jokes---you know, the corny ones that are so corny that you'll laugh your head off. hahah.

First we went to Biak-na-Bato National Park. It was cool there but very hot. We went to see the Paniki/Bat cave which was so huge! Haha, we weren't able to go there though, I dunno why.

Oh I almost forgot, Kuya OJ, our facilitator in our 1st year field trip (majayjay) was our facilitator again. Hahaha. He doesn't look like Shikamaru from Naruto anymore cause he cut his hair. Now he looks like Han Kyul. LOL. (Also, when he had the shikamaru hairdo, he looked like Sun Ki. XD. COffee prince!!)

Anyway, after that we went to this place (still in the park) where we had to cross a river I think. The water was really cool. It was clear and very clean. AFter that we went to see the Dao tree. It was this sort of huge tree that the Katipuneros used as a watch tower. Really cool tree. It could hold about 60 gallons of water! CAn you believe it? 60!

After that we went to this cave where there was water. It's called the Aguinaldo cave. It was so fun in there cause we started to get really wet! Haha, the water was cold and nice. Then when we were finished with the park, we went back to the bus for lunch.

The next parts were the best. We went to this cave (yungib 1). It was so Cool!! The cave was really muddy and slippery and you can see all my classmates slipping down and just laughing. We stopped at some dark place where we huddled up into a circle and Kuya Oj made us do a chant. LOL. Here it is.

"Hayna"

"Kona"

"Utoni"

"Laku"

Get it? Hahah LOL. Figure it out if you don't . Try saying it then you'd laugh at yourself. Haha. Anyway, after that we went to another place in the cave where it's really dark. The facilitator asked us to close our eyes and listen to the deafening silence.
Then all of a sudden, he made a fart sound (you know with your hands) and then we laughed real hard.

After that was the hardest part. We were exploring the cave and the mud was really slippery and sticky that the soles of our shoes were taken. WE call it, the SOLE TAKERS. LOL. Then there was this part where there was this huge pile of mud and when we were trying to get on top of it, we were all like...slipping really hard! Hahah. It was funny if you could've seen it.

Then after the long and tiring adventure in yungib 1, we went to the next. It wasn't much fun compared to yungib 1. Yungib 2 was easier in all aspects. After that was the 3rd cave and then the last.

After finishing all the caves, much to everyone's pleasure, we went to the river already to clean ourselves up. It was so cool there. The water was really nice. It made me feel like...being in my childhood days wherein I didn't care much about anything. So carefree and so fun.
 
We left Biak-na-BAto at 4:30 in the afternoon. In the bus, we continued watching Final Destination and then on the trip back to Manila, we told so many jokes. I mean, jokes that are so corny that you'd laugh your head off. Then Kuya Oj and Kuya Ronnie (our other facilitator) had their own share of jokes. SO cool. LOl.

After the joke part, we started telling ghost stories. Kuya Oj told us about the experiences in Yungib 1. So freaky. Then he started telling us about different stories like ghosts in malls, ghosts in the bathroom and of course, in mountains. The freakiest part is when he told us about ghost in buses (we were like so freaked cause we were in one back then). Our teacher also gave stories of ghost experiences in places. 

There was a moment of silence after telling all the ghost stories when all of a sudden some of my classmates (including me) heard this freaky voice laughing and then they said they heard someone scream. It really freaked them out cause the voice was really scary. Like a devil's laugh or something. Anyway, they decided that it was just something they heard outside.

We arrived at school at 9 pm. Everyone was wasted, exhausted and a bit freaked out but still, our field trip to Biak-na-Bato was the best one I've ever had. Even better than Majayjay.

Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Can't wait. Can't Sleep. Oh Crap.

Tomorrow's gonna be our field trip. Yipee!! Hahah, anyway, I'm so excited, I hope I could sleep. LOL.

We're going to Biak-na-Bato by the way. That's in Bulacan, I think it's far from here. hahaha.
Anyway, am trying to write a story, my 4th that is. I just hope I can manage to actually finish it. haha.

Gotta Go. I'm planning on sleeping at exactly 8:30. LOL. Later.


P.S.

WOOOOOOOOT! I'm excited!!

Monday, October 8, 2007
Wallpaper

I just wanna share this wallpaper I made a while ago. LOL. Anyway, it's obvious that it's about my friends =). Love you guys.

Crap. Crap. Crap.

We received the quarterly exams today. I passed Chem and Math, thank God. I mean if I failed Chem again I wouldn't have the guts to talk to my mom. I mean, sure she doesn't get mad about me flunking an exam but, I don't want to take advantage of that.

Anyway, bad news though. I flunked English. X(. I kind of expected that since I was so confused at the grammar part (most of my mistakes were here). Crap. Crap. Crap. Other exams turned out fine. Surprisingly, I got a high mark on A.P. (well, just because of the flying bonuses. LOL.

Anyway, I have to go. I'm planning on making a digital scrapbook design. XD.

P.S.

Gotta do better in english!

Sunday, October 7, 2007
I can't think of a proper title for this post so I'll stick with what I wrote

The weekend's over and yet I haven't enjoyed it that much. I wasn't able to watch Coffee Prince completely, I stopped upon reaching Episode 7 I think? Anyway, I don't feel like going to school tomorrow despite our classes being upto 2:20 only. LOL, what a lazy kid right?

We went to SM a while ago to buy some stuff. (you know, grocery) When we were about to finish buying all the stuff we need, there was this freaky lady who went to us and asked us,

"Cash po ba gagamitin niyo?"

I said no since it's true. I got freaked out after the woman left since I think she's one of those people who play a trick on teens. You know, the ones who say that they need money and that they would borrow it for a while and then it turns out that it's a scam. I knew from the moment she approached us and told us that that she was one of those people cause she wasn't talking to the other old ladies around us. Creepy. Really Creepy.

Anyway, we bought a lot today, including my snacks for field trip (it'll be on wednesday). I'm so 
excited already. LOL.

Gotta go. I feel like watching Korean Movies right now. LOL. Later.


P.S.

Go Green Archers!
Animo La Salle! WOOOT! 

Friday, October 5, 2007
Sit back, relapse, Sit back, relax

Woot woot! Exams are finally over! Time to slack off for one whole day in my mom's room and use the laptop all day. HAha, I miss being free of loads of schoolwork, though I still have things to mind, I still think that I have so much free time. LOL.

Anyway, exams were okay. AP was a so-so. Not that easy and not that hard. MAth definitely caused my brain to bleed and die. XD. Anyway, TLE is okay. I just hope I got the right answer.

Enough of those exams. It's finally over!  Time to think about new things for the new term, more specifically, The Academic Week. Wooh.

What's the Academic week? Well it's usually a very busy week for all the high school students in our school. It's the time when students compete among their batches in different academic activities. It's usually fun except for the arguements, naggings and fights but I hope we don't get much of that this year =).

Anyway, there would be a lot of activities in line this year I suppose. Last year were cool but really tiring. For English we had "Oriental Colors" which is about the dances and music of different countries from Asia. Math we had that Math Cheer wherein we had to compose our own cheer that spoke how GREAT math is. Lol. Anyway, for CCF we had the usual DaSaYaWit. It's a combo of prayer, dance and singing. That one's really fun since you have to mix your own songs and make dances and everything. For the past two years our presentation has always been a big catastrophe but luckily enough, we won both. Lol.
(the music usually doesn't play.) Anyway, for AP we have the museum thing. IT was really cool since we had to do Mesopotamia that time.

Anyway, I don't remember much of the other activities. I just know that ACA week is the most tiring week in the history of our school. Well, aside from Intrams of course. ;)

I've been seeing my crush frequently these past 3 exam days. I dunno, I try to ignore him but..not that I'm acting all overconfident and all but whenever I look at him I always see him looking away. It's like he's looking at me or something. But of course, I just shrug it off cause I don't want to hope for something that's never bound to happen in the first place (not being pessimistic here, just being realistic.) :(

Gotta Go. I have to think of a new story for CC. Later.

P.S.

that story I'm talking about in my previous post? crap. I have to make a new one.

P.P.S.

Can't wait for the field trip! =)

Thursday, October 4, 2007
Day 2

Today's the second day of our exams. Computer and Chemistry. Computer was okay. The programming stuff were a bit easy but the array things were kind of confusing. All in all, I think I'll pass the exam.

On the other hand, Chemistry. IT was so Hard. I mean, every part of it was hard! I was so depressed while answering it since all of the things that I studied were not included. Well, sure, there were some parts..but just SOME.

Well anyway, I talked to my mom again but it wasn't that long compared to yesterday.

Our adviser talked to us dismissal time. Good news. On monday  we have shortened period cause the teachers have a meeting about ISO and PAASCU. On tuesday, we are scheduled to have this Lakbay orientation about our field trip. And Wednesday we have our field trip. Lastly, Friday we have no classes. Cool huh? It's a good thing that we can rest after the exams.

Anyway, that's all. I don't have much to write  now. Later.

P.S.

I asked my friends from CAVITE if they could sleep over on tuesday so that we could go together early for Wednesday Fieldtrip. I hope they can. :)

P.P.S.

5 down..3 to go!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Goodbye September, hello October

It's the first day of our exams today. I woke up 4 am in the morning to study for CCF since I wasn't able to study much last night. Anyway, while studying, a really freaky thing happened
to me. I was just busy reading the bible in our sala when I suddenly heard the refrigerator open. I was so certain that it wasn't my brother since I could still hear his bed creak from his movements and I doubt it's our maid since I saw her just pass by moments before. I got really freaked out that I held on to the bible really tight.

Anyway, enough said. I arrived at school around 7 I think. It was SOOO cold. I mean I was already shaking that time. My classmates and I did some last minute studying (more like cramming XD) and of course the dreadful exams started.

English was okay. Though I think that the phrases were quite confusing. I think I did well though, not being overconfident and all. LOL. Anyway, after that...CCF!! Oh my gosh. That's the hardest test this morning. Seriously. Don't you just say that "OMG, it's just CCF and it's hard for you?" to me cause if you really try answering it, damn, it's so hard. Especially the sequencing and classifying part. Thank goodness it's done. Filipino was last. It was quite okay. The story in the test was funny. It's about a gay dude who finds out that his father, who constatly tolerates his being gay, was gay too. hahaha.

Dismissal, I didn't stay that long. I saw crush while walking in the waiting area. I dunno, it seems weird. I think I don't like him anymore? I'm still confused. Maybe it's too early for me to decide. After all, I'm still feeling those butterflies in my stomach when I see him, but not like before.

I talked to my mom today. Haha, I really miss her. It was a good thing that I was able to talk to her again. Hehe, I miss her voice. Anyway, we talked about nothing in particular. Just the usual how are you's and how's school.

Anyway, that's all. I have to do something now. Actually, I'm just don't have anything to say anymore. LOL. Later.

P.S.

Field Trip's next week. Can't wait!

P.P.S.

3 down, 5 to go. AJA! wahaha.

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